i want to

believe that i am perfectly able to let go and keep on pretending that u did not exists in my world.

but i couldnt, or now that i'm thinking of it...maybe i wouldnt.

can i just keep looking. i promise i will not stare~ :)

two more weeks and then maybe (i'll throw in this word to keep hope to myself) we'll not see each other again. i hope not.

i like u.a lot. :)

in awe...

with this particular person that i cant keep my mind off. i mean, come on~ its been years already and i know very well that i am one who can forget and move on easily. but this one? oh my, he's gonna stuck in my head like forever isn't he?

uh oh~

and i'm in the process of learning guitar right now.wish me luck peeps~

and i come across this in eclipse (yeah, i'm addicted to it~)

he's like a drug for u and i can see u couldnt live without him now. but i would've been healthier for u. i would've been the sun, the air. ♥

oh my jacob~ :D

so which person or u? the one who speaks or the one who listen?

people should be able to say what's on their mind. but i also think that they need to have their own concrete reasons for that and should be given chance to clarify it, without others being judgemental or too critical. with great minds come great thinking, so does with anything that comes out from ur mouth. it comes with great conseunces, good or bad. sometimes we couldnt really convey the exact msg that is on our mind, and it comes out all wrong. or we said some things without even thinking about it first. and then others will tend to judge us. but isn't being judgemental sometimes allow u to be too critical? and shouldnt u at least be thankful because of that particular person u have the chance to THINK?

am not rooting for one who didnt think before they talk, but sometimes i think that things got blown out of proportion.

kalau lebih lebih nanti kek jadi bantat. ahaha~

do we actually think before we talk? like all the time?

am uploading the PD n Malacca pics later. :)

Friends are like cake

It can be sweet it can be rich

It can be creamy, and oh yeah it’s cheesy

Sometimes it’s fruity but don’t expect it to always be soft cos sometimes it can be hard rock just because u bakes the friendship so.

And when that happens, you are not really gonna enjoy it, rather, u will either thro it away or work hard to find the part that is still edible.

It can taste bitter but sometimes u ill enjoy it as a taste u’ll never get anywhere else.

U know u’ll get into trouble, what’s with the calories and stuff but u are always craving for it.

It’s addictive that sometimes it can get u into trouble.

It comes in different shapes and sizes and u always have to guess what’s inside.

Some just randomly pick theirs, others chooses it because its pretty, but trust me on this, u will never know what’s exactly in store for u inside.

am enjoying my cakes, are u? :D

You belong with me

*taylor swift*

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say your fine I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me

of being a friend~

of being a good friend...

i am always this person who thinks that i can be best friends with guys without me having to think or even consider the 'mrs' feeling (the gf). because truthfully, i will not fall for my own friends, though i consider them dear to my heart. this is because i am damn scared of the fact that i'll lost the friendship, that till today i think is more important than a relationship. i might be wrong, but i believe that is not totally wrong either.

but now i am beginning to think that life is not that simple, and i am not entitle to be as egocentric as i used to be zaman dolu-dolu. as i dont feel right hurting other people's feeling, and also i am no one to decide ok or not...for them especially.

so now i think i'll budge, and try not to hurt other's feeling. cause its not worth it, although it will cost me a good friend, or even my fun time~ :D

and hey... who am i to decide whats cool or not ey?

meet me halfway

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, what's up, it use to be just me and you

Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Girl, I travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, I, I, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway... way

Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, I'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and I, for you and I, for for you and I,
For for you and I, for for you and I, for you and I